Been thinking of you lately
All of our memories,
our goals and dreams
Images flood my mind
The strangest things remind of me you
The holidays always make me reflect
On life, on my choices, my goals
Before you were included in my life, choices, goals
Now you don’t fit into the equation
Around me I see happiness, a future
I see my dreams coming true
A smile on my face more and more
Then I remember you and the past
You were my biggest cheerleader,
My best friend
But you choose to be hostile, to change and
not be willing to change together
So now I’m happy
But without you
it seems weird
I know it’s just weird now
This is all new to me, of course it’s weird
Soon I’ll still be happy
But without the weirdness
because eventually this weirdness will disappear
